Desecrated Essence (Desecrated Duet Book 2) Read online

  Copyright © 2020 C.A. Rene

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  This book is a work of fiction and any resemblance to any person, living or dead, is purely coincidental, the characters and story lines are created by the author's imagination and are used fictitiously.

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  Cover Design By: Samantha La Mar @ TalkNerdy2Me

  Table of Contents

  Cover Page

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Trigger Warning

  Dedication

  Playlist

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Other Books

  TRIGGER WARNING:

  I don’t usually put one of these in my books because I’m a dark romance author and that should be enough of a trigger warning for most readers. I don’t write typical love stories and I always try to paint a realistic picture. For Desecrated Essence that picture is vividly detailed and extremely realistic.

  Desecrated Essence contains very explicit scenes of present rape, non-con, and dub-con. If you have any known or suspected sensitivity to these then you should stop reading now.

  Dedication

  Only time has the complete power to heal and unfortunately some of us just don’t have enough of it. Make use of the time you’re given.

  Before you know it… it’s taken away.

  Playlist

  Chase Atlantic - Church

  Marilyn Manson - Tourniquet

  Halestorm-I miss the misery

  Halestorm-I get off

  The pretty reckless- my medicine

  Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

  Bishop Briggs - Dark Side

  Chase Atlantic - Right Here

  Motionless in White - Another Life

  Weeknd – Often

  Corpse – Miss You

  Door Number Two – Every Damn Day

  JC Stewart – I Need You to Hate Me

  I watch her letting him guide her with his hand on her lower back and let a growl escape my lips. Doesn’t she know she belongs to me? She’s always belonged to me. This fucker, the Teacher no less, is helping her into his vehicle and she looks up at him with a laugh. Her eyes squint and I just know the hazel is shining bright in them, like they once did for me. I want to rip that laugh out of her throat and ram it down his. Their relationship is the hardest to watch and that’s all I’ve been doing-watching.

  When it’s Cooper, they’re playful and annoyingly content, with Caine, it’s intense and borderline dangerous, but with this one, she feels protected and secure. I hate this one the most, not that I don’t hate the others, but this one leaves me burning to maim.

  He leans into the passenger seat and I watch as his lips press into hers and I can imagine she moans like the wanton whore she’s become.

  They’ve made it a habit to park his car a few blocks from the school so as not to attract attention, but I see them.

  I always see them.

  They drive off and I lean back against the brick, fighting with the Monster within. The one that wants to watch her suffer at its hands because she killed my brother, because she loves them, because she fucking left me. I’m constantly at war with him but he’s starting to make me see his perspective, she needs to pay for her wrongs.

  Everyone pays eventually, I stare down at my hands, still tinged in pink, and scrape some dry, rust colored blood from under my nails.

  Everyone will pay.

  Brody has been missing for three months. Three months! The guys have searched and come to the conclusion that he’ll come back when he’s ready. I can’t believe they aren’t worried. I’m worried and I know him and I are as far on the outs as it can get. Georgina has also been missing for three months and knowing they’re together only makes my hatred for her burn hotter. He still wants her after everything she’s done. His inner turmoil calls to her toxicity like a moth to the flame.

  I’ve watched it with familiarity since we were thirteen years old. How her eyes follow him and his body automatically curls towards hers when she’s near. Jealousy is an emotion I’ve let control me for so long. I’ve been jealous of her, jealous of the golden four, and jealous of just about any girl who giggles at the attention of a boy.

  Brody wasn’t here when his family buried Justin-car accident is their story-and again when Lance’s family buried him. Nor has his family released any information about their son’s disappearance, everyone just assumes he’ll be back. I can’t help but wonder, will he be back?

  The last three months for me have been a whirlwind. Oliver did find my papa in the Bayou, in a well-known crack house, and blitzed out of his fucking mind. He's been in a rehab facility for the past ninety days and will continue to stay there for another thirty. When I found out he was abusing drugs and alcohol, it felt like a punch to the gut.

  All the warning signs were there but I failed to see it and I was so engrossed in my own problems that I didn't see that my only family left needed me. The guilt I carry with me could knock me down. I don’t let it, I keep going day by day, and hope one day it’s not the first thing I think about when I wake up.

  The only thing keeping me from completely crumbling are my boys. Yeah, it's weird. I have boyfriends, y'all.

  They have been helping me keep things afloat. With my pa gone and the dealership closed, I've had to find a job to keep up with some bills and the guys have helped with everything else. Mortgage, credit card debt, and keeping my fucking lights on. They're also paying for my papa's treatment.

  Even Zeke has been coming around to check up on me. He installed a new security system in my house so I would feel safer when I'm here alone, which is rare. There's always one of them here.

  Like right now in fact, Zeke is sitting on my worn leather couch with me as we play the newest GTA video game. It was a smooth transition back into our old friendship and we haven't looked back.

  I haven't seen Faith around but I know they are still together. I’ve heard the others speak about it. He doesn't talk much about her but I see her name flash on his phone often. Again, the jealousy burns molten when I think of them together and I let it burn like an old friend you just can’t let go of, no matter how awful they are for you.

  "Where's my hot piece of ass?" Caine's deep rum
ble has me breaking my concentration with the game. I watch helplessly as my car veers into a brick wall.

  "Look what you did." I pout at him and squeal when he jumps on top of me.

  "Well, I guess we're done for the day, Bebelle." Zeke chuckles and gets up.

  Before I can respond, Caine has my chin in a deadlock and my mouth thoroughly devoured. The noises I'm making can't be helped and my legs fall open to give him easier access to where I want him.

  I hear Zeke clear his throat, "I'll see y’all later, then."

  Caine breaks our kiss and looks at Zeke over his shoulder, "you can always stay and watch." He punctuates his point by driving his hips into mine.

  Again, I can't even control the mewling noise that leaves my throat at the feel of his large cock pressing into my center.

  Zeke's eyes meet mine over Caine's shoulder and I bite my lip as I see the lust in his.

  I want him to watch. I want his eyes to rove over me with a hunger he can’t wait to satiate.

  He shakes his head and leaves the room in a hurry.

  "His loss." Caine growls just before he drags my leggings down.

  I don't have much time to prepare as his mouth latches on to my clit and his tongue lashes against it. I dig my fingers into his short, cropped hair and push his face in closer. Caine is like a hurricane, he forces his way in and leaves you feeling broken when he’s done. In his defense, he always warns me ahead of time.

  “Put your hands over your head and don’t bring them down.” He demands and I feel the rush of wetness at his words.

  He grabs my thighs in his hands and spreads me further. He’s staring down into my pink folds and I move my hips in anticipation.

  “Kailey.” He warns me, giving me a look that says he wants to punish me.

  Fuck it, I want him to punish me, too.

  I wiggle my hips again and nearly come when I hear his growl. Without any other warning, he flips me around and props my ass high up in the air. I feel his teeth first as he bites down on my right ass cheek but it’s the slap on the left that startles me. I cry out at the sting of both assaults and moan as the sensations spread over me.

  “Did someone get herself in trouble?” I hear Cooper’s drawl from the doorway.

  “Get over here and fill her mouth with something while I redden her ass.” Caine orders him.

  Cooper, ever the willing participant, has his pants dropped and sits beside me on the couch. From the look of the tent he’s sporting, he’s ready to go.

  “Kailey,” Caine grabs me by the hair and lifts me up. “I want to hear you gag on him. Am I clear?”

  I want to, my mouth is watering and my eyes don’t leave Cooper’s as I lick my lips but I guess Caine was waiting for my answer. His grip in my hair tightens and he pulls me up roughly so my back hits his front.

  “Is there any particular reason why you haven’t answered me yet?” His voice is low and dark. So very fucking dark.

  “Sorry.” I whisper. “The answer is yes.”

  “Good girl.” His breath washes over my cheek and I mewl in the aftermath of his gratification.

  Yeah, it’s fucked up that I want this after everything I’ve been through, but I don’t give a fuck. I like it, no, I fucking love it.

  He pushes me back down and my face lands roughly in Cooper’s lap. I grab the waistband of his boxers and pull them down. When his dick springs out, my mouth salivates, I want him so bad.

  “I want to hear those gags.” Caine reminds me as I hear the clink of his belt coming undone.

  Just the thought of being between the two of them used to throw me into an episode where I would be catatonic. But now… it’s something I look forward to. Caine and Cooper have rewired my brain and I no longer fear the feel of two men against me.

  I lick the tip of Cooper’s cock and taste his salty precum. I love the feel and taste of him. I open my mouth and begin to slowly work my way down his length, bobbing my head to a rhythm I know he likes.

  He curses under his breath and runs his fingers along my cheek. Where Caine is all rough and hard edges, Cooper is sweet and soft. The perfect balance.

  I feel my legs being spread wider and then the head of Caine’s huge cock pushing its way inside me. The initial stretch always hurts no matter how prepared I am.

  His hand grips into my hair and he pushes me down further onto Cooper’s cock, forcing me to gag. Cooper moans around my throat’s constriction as I struggle to relax.

  “I told you to gag on it.” Caine grunts then slams himself all the way inside me.

  The motion causes me to take Cooper even further in my throat and I’m gagging once again.

  “That’s it.” Caine encourages. “Let me hear how badly you want to breathe.”

  Then he’s lifting my head and groaning as I audibly suck in air. He begins a punishing rhythm and my moans are becoming louder. His hand slaps down onto my right cheek and then once again to the left. I don’t know how I ever lived without them.

  “Suck his dick, then I want to hear you slurp his cum.”

  His words have me clenching around his girth and the sounds of my arousal begins to grow louder throughout the room.

  I do as he asks and take Cooper back into my mouth. With each of Caine’s forceful thrusts, Cooper’s cock is hitting the back of my throat. I reach my hand out and begin to massage his balls, his cock jerks in response.

  “Sha,” Cooper’s voice is husky and filled with lust. “I’m going to...”

  I feel his cock jerk and moan my approval as the first squirt of his cum hits my tongue.

  “Slurp.” Caine growls and I do as he asks.

  I slurp Cooper’s cock like a melting Popsicle on a hot summer day, the noise of my sucking and smacking lips spurring on Caine. I feel the gathering sensation in the bottom of my stomach and it slowly spreads to my legs and up my torso. I clench Caine’s dick and scream his name as I explode around him.

  “Fuck.” Cooper groans. “I will never get enough of that.”

  Caine pulls me up so my back is once again against his front and his mouth fuses to my neck. He hasn’t broken his rhythm yet and I scream when his teeth clamp down on my skin. This is his favourite way of branding me and making me his. I have teeth marks all over my body.

  His strokes become erratic and I know he’s on the edge. I reach behind us both and grab his ass cheek, giving him a hard squeeze. He growls into my neck and pumps into me once more before spilling his load.

  “Fuck.” He says through clenched teeth. “Why is this pussy so good?”

  “I love you, too.” I say as I fall forward into Cooper’s arms.

  Cooper plays with my hair as Caine goes to grab a towel. Again, this is our routine aftercare, same shit each time. Caine is rough and Cooper is sweet. He brings me comfort after I’ve been thoroughly ravished by Caine.

  Caine carefully cleans me up and brings me my leggings. Then he pulls me up and gathers me in his lap on the couch. He smells like me and something I could only describe as home.

  “I love you.” He whispers in my ear and I smile.

  “Sha, I actually came here to talk to you about something.” Copper chuckles and reaches out to twist some of my hair around his finger. “Not that I’m complaining.”

  I feel Caine’s chest moving as he laughs softly.

  “What is it?” I ask him.

  “Casey called me last night.” I sit up at those words and can’t help the jealousy that invades my senses.

  “For what?” I don’t even sound like myself.

  “Hold on,” he raises his hands. “Not for anything like that.” His mouth is turned up into a mischievous grin.

  I know I really don’t have a right to feel this way. I’m currently in love with three different guys but shit, they were the ones to set this up.

  “Spit it out.” I say with a huff.

  “She hasn’t heard from Georgina since she disappeared with Brody.”

/>   “And?” I roll my eyes.

  “That’s strange.” Caine rumbles from underneath me. “Georgina likes to brag about all the extravagant things in her life, she’d be bragging her ass off if Brody took her somewhere for this long.”

  “Have they ever been away for this long?” I ask them.

  “Sometimes they would go for summer break and come back to school later but to be honest, this isn’t the best time for Brody to disappear.” Caine answers me.

  “Why?”

  “We have a lot going on right now.” Cooper’s answer is evasive and I decide not to push him for more.

  “So what are you thinking?” I look between them.

  “I’m thinking we need to find Brody. I don’t think he took Justin’s death too well.” Cooper mutters.

  “I don’t even care.” Caine growls. “I don’t regret a single thing.”

  I stand up and begin to pace the room, “what about Zeke? Him and Brody seem tight, does he know anything?”

  “Zeke has been weirdly tight-lipped.” Cooper looks at Caine.

  “Yeah, I think he knows more than he’s saying. I haven’t really pressed him because he’s our brother but I think it’s time we do.” Caine nods.

  “You talk to him.” Cooper says and stands. “I’ll stay with Kailey.”

  “Sounds good.” Caine stands and pulls me into his arms. “I’ll be back later.”

  His hand grips my ass cheek roughly and his teeth clamp down on my bottom lip. I feel the sting and then taste the rusty hints of blood. He sucks my lip into his mouth and moans when he tastes my blood.

  “Fucking delicious.” He says as he pulls away.

  Then I watch as he leaves the room in long, quick strides. So fucking destructive but so fucking hot.

  “I never thought I’d see the day he’d fall in love.” Cooper snickers. “I was sure every girl would run from him, except for you. I knew you would be perfect.”

  “Yeah, I don’t know how you saw that. Maybe one day you can explain it.”

  His chin drops to his chest and he watches me in a devious way. I squeal when he begins to stalk forward. Before I can move, he has me over his shoulder and making his way to my room.